happy birthday to me!

personally, my son's birth is one of the best gift God ever gave me. and I'm so in love with the gift 🖤

I don't know whether my parents think so about my birthday too

but I think they love me

they love me until they don't mind giving care to my son while I go back to work

they ask me to go back to work

they say I'm still too young to be a stay at home mother

they say I'm still too young spending time at home only, taking care of my son

they say I have to go out 

they will taking care of my son for me

then I try.. 

earlier this year, God answers

I go back to work after vacoom for about 1,5 years 

I got a job in the government officer

both of my parents are really happy, since this is their forever dream job for me

and I'm happy to make them happy

yet I sad have to be separated for a while from my son 

but it's prohibited for us to give up, isn't it? 

this morning I hear ustad in TV station said, 

"give up is a sign of hopeless. and in Islam it's prohibited to be hopeless" 

so, Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim..